yeah me too.. Im not always able to do it though.. I lived in Japan for a while and its the rules (please take what I say with a grain of salt.. there is always humour in what I say even though most people dont see it. especially in text only stuff) to always always present yourself as happy, which I struggled with on the odd occasion. Its interesting though my best friend is a scorp who is more honest with her inner self in public than me, and sometimes I just wanna shake her out of the spot she is in, but at the same time I just know she is just ruminating her inner thoughts and workings through stuff and is not expecting me to make her feel better.. and I would rather see that than a false facade. I wanna know all of her and I love that she shows me that, the realness of her, good and bad. And she does the same for me. Its a wonderful friendship. And I get that other people dont want to have to deal with that, I of course I try to spare people that. But I think if people were prepared to go to that place more, just as something to discuss then maybe people would be able to resolve more stuff rather than just sweep it under the carpet.

ha ha you make me laugh.. see there, darkness makes me smile. Its funny, and true.. metaphysical sunshine coming out there ass.. I can just visualise it

"endless new age metaphysical sunshine coming out their ass types here on Tribe and elsewhere...... "

INDEED.

no that wasn't what I was talking about at all.

But sure if you want to go there, Im sure we as humans all part-take in that kind of behaviour, not just scorps. i had some pretty bad run ins with people who happen to be aquarians, gemini's, virgos, sag's, capricorns, taureans'.... but that's life. Why do people do the things they do? I dunno. Some people are afraid, insecure, jealous, dont know any better, who knows really. Im sure there are some that control and mainpulate without justification.. but Im sure in their mind they believe they are justified as much as you believe they arent. The world is full of complicated human beings. I dont think you can just tell people there behaviour is bad without finding the root of it. What their motivation is. And with that you need to delve into their darkest most inner world. Everyone has a reason for doing things, but half the time Im sure they dont even know what it is because they havent looked deep enough.

joke people joke

of course Im manipulative and whatever else. Im shiny, Im dark, im jealous, im happy, im sunny, im rainbow, im a good person, Im bad. Im everything. Im human.

I smile when Im angry....grrrrr lol

Sorry about the gender thing :p

i don't focus on the negative, but i ain't gonna bullshit myself about it either, a shit day is a shit day. and a good day is a good day. i think sometimes that those people who just must verbally accoust you into positivity, are people whom may not be dealing with stuff in their own reality.